this is dante what did u say to chy. shes in the hospital bro what the hell 

jeremy said u and her got into an arugment and now shes in the er bro what the fuck did u do. this has gone to far leave her alone bro. if she dies because of u i dnt even kno.

umm…..first, Dante, umm…I don’t even know, is there a way to contact you? guess you’ll never see this, but whatever

and what I said to CARSYN, don’t call hir Chy, even Jeremy’s figured out not to for christ sake. what I said was, what it boils down to, ‘female’…..don’t believe me? go ask for the skype logs— better yet, I can give them to you, if you want. I think I’ve only explained this to Edwerd (btw Ed, you’re really sweet and kind, alot kinder than most would be in your position), and you’re the only other to ask what was actually said, so, the cliff notes version; Carsyn wanted to go on a road trip, the driver, ze said, was out right avoiding the topic, and I expressed my concern, which was~ that ze wanted to go on a trip, with a 40 y/o male (he’s trustable, that wasn’t the issue), across state lines, while she would be a minor still. and I brought up the fact that, if something goes wrong— or fuck, if someone gets nosey, or just out of line— and the cops are brought in, the public, courts, and the MEDIA’s, which would probably be improtiant here, would be that a 40 y/o guy was carting around two physically female people, both of who are alot younger, and one is underaged…..I got into a situation like that (not driving out of state lines or anything), with my ex girlfriend, the one I had before I met Carsyn. she was underaged, I was -just- above age, and that still meant I was in danger— I was tailed for a good month after I went to see her the second time I did, not even because I did something wrong, I mean, the most me and her ever did was -hug- (this was when I was younger and alot more innocent -w-; ), all because her neighbors didn’t like the idea of me being around her (she was ‘well to do’, and I’m not, and their son had a thing for her…except that they broke up because he beat her [and that’s actually where I came in, sorta])…..I lost alot of things because of that, not material, but alot of…freedoms, alot of my good reputation, all because I had a non-sexual relationship with a girl. not even mentioning what would happen to Carsyn if they were found out, the driver would have had his -life- taken away, even if the charges didn’t stick.

what I said, that caused her to have a fit was, and I kid all of you not, was ‘female’….female, ze picked that out, of the entire thing I said, and twisted it, waaaaay out of context. ze took it as I thought she was ‘unstable, weak, inferior,—’ and a number of other things, and then equated me to…someone I’m not going to mention, for his sake…..I’m not going to dodge that I’m one of th reasons she’s in the hospital, there’s no two ways about it. am I proud of that, happy, glad, like some of you have suggessted? NO….my stomach is in knots, for the past two days I haven’t been able to sleep, and I’ve been in a panic when ever I think about hir. dispite what you all think, what ze’s said, and what I’ve said, I still care about hir deeply…..but like you, Dante, and everyone else has said, this has gone too fucking far. THAT, is why I have said what I have said, in responce to -hir- not leaving me alone. I said my piece after ze told me ze didn’t want me around, and considering I have other people to take care of now, and how……disconsiderate ze is, of me, of hir friends— fuck of you and Jeremy D….you don’t even have a clue what she’s said of you two— and unlike the rest of the people here, I’ve met you two, and know which things are bullshit, and which aren’t…..dispite all this, I do care about hir, and I do not wish to see hir die.

now, if you or Jeremy actually do see this, tell Jer to turn his damn submit box on, so I can give him his damn answer without having to post it publicly like this. and mind you, this isn’t for my sake— he said things that would probably get me to lose alot of people, even if some aren’t true, but I’ll take that…..I don’t think he wants me to air a year’s worth of shit in public, esspecially when most of it will probably hurt, or out right ashame him.

that said…..how the hell do you submit by email .w.;;;